Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The Pursuit Begins...

Hi All!

I never thought my life would be interesting enough to have people read about...but lately it's been getting interesting!! I hope that this blog site can be used to help keep you all informed about my health and the updates as I get them. Andrew and I both have family from all over the country and this is they best way I can think of to keep you all as up to date as possible and to hear it from me.

So lets get started!!

Well, let's just say that SHOCK doesn't even begin to describe what I felt when I heard the doctor over the phone say Hodgkin's Lymphoma. I literally had to stop him and ask again...'Is this...cancer??' As he told me yes, my heart sunk into my chest as I had NO CLUE what to even think of! Never in a million years would I have ever thought this. I was honestly expecting to hear that the cysts were back in my spinal cord from my surgery 5 years ago, but never this.

The best part was that I was clear to go to Iowa to see Andrew's family. Did I mention that we were literally on our way when I got the phone call?? Andrew and technology is amazing! The whole way Andrew was looking up information on his blackberry about HL because we didn't have a clue about it.

Iowa was awesome, the hardest part was keeping this secret from my family for 5 days because I did not want to tell them over the phone. But God had other plans :) My parents were getting my mail and my mom found a packet from the Cancer Center. She called me with her amazing intuition and I let them know everthing. How my doctor found lesions on my chest and neck and how I had another CAT scan done right before I left. I also let them know that I was having a CT guided biopsy done when I got back and that would confirm everything that the doctors suspect. It was actually good that I told them over the phone...we were all able to process this information for a few days (because trust me, it is a lot of information!).

Last Friday, I got the phone call. The biopsy showed cancer cells and it was definetly HL.

I'll have to tell you all later about some of the funny things up to this point! But for now, that is the short version of a long story with many more positive chapters to come! Thanks for being so intersted in my pursuit. I'm not sure yet what I will be pursuing...but when I know, you will know :)

2 comments:

  1. Ohhh Laura...I'm so glad you are strong because I kept crying when I read this. I am a very emotional person...I look at you and your smile and just can't believe how positive you are. I know you will get through this through prayer and love. I will continue to keep praying and reading your blog. I'm so glad your doing this...it will help you and all of us to stay together through everything. Love you...

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  2. Hi Laura,
    Girl, one thing that I KNOW you are pursuing is complete recovery and health...that's what I'm praying for. I texted your dad that I have an awesome group of people across the country and even a couple outside the country -- they are all cool people and we email each other when we have someone we love who needs big prayer. This group prayed when our niece and nephew HAD cancer... and they are now fine! I'm callin' in the troops for you, Laura! You're gonna beat this. Andrew, please know that you will be in our prayers, too.

    OK, so, let's get started...Laura and Andrew, I'm gonna breathe out the bad with you...and take in a nice deep healing breath with you...and KNOW that it IS God's will, Laura, that you be healthy and happy. God WILL give to you, in good measure, PRESSED DOWN, SHAKEN TOGETHER, AND RUNNING OVER! (Luke 6:38 - my favorite verse; I apply that verse to everything!). Can you imagine?...pressed down, shaken together, AND running over - WOW!

    I'll keep up with you via your blog and I'll text you a smiley face every once in awhile :-)
    and you'll know my thoughts are with you and I'm praying...
    Love ya,

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